i hate this job

i hate this job so much. i don't think i can put it up one day more. the craziness, the ridiculousness, the stupidity------almost everything make me depressed. and it's hard to put into words to let people understand what i mean unless you have a boss like mine.

my boss is well-known for his bad temper. the longer i've been working with him, the more i understand what people said about him. i was even foreworned by the office manager the first day i started my job. he's being polite to me, he never forget his manner, but i guess it's his nature to snap---for no reason.

i like this office though. the whole staff is being very nice and friendly. we joke around at lunch, we help each other out during crisis. the birthday cards and flowers, the christmas parties-----all these fond memories.

i make good friends in this office which i didn't expect. heidi is being like a big sister to me. i was so touched when she gave me her home and cell nember and said "feel free to call me anytime you want to talk, i'm always here for you." myrna is my partner, she is sweet and reliable. she's younger than me but unlike most girls, she's mentally mature enough.