我是如此的思念你

English:
I still haven’t recovered. My mind feels tangled and confused, as if bound by countless invisible threads. Everything I see—every blade of grass, every tree—seems to pull me back into memories with Tom, slowly sinking me into the past.

中文：
我至今还没有从失去中恢复过来，脑海里一片混乱，仿佛被无数看不见的线紧紧缠绕。眼前所见的一草一木，都会把我拉回与Tom共同的回忆中，慢慢沉入过去。

English:
I spend most of the day sitting quietly, feeling drained and unbearably tired. I can’t eat on time, I can’t sleep properly, and sometimes I just cry when I think of his kindness.

中文：
我整日呆坐，浑身乏力，心力交瘁。无法按时吃饭，也难以入睡。每当想到他的温柔与好，我就忍不住落泪。

English:
How I long to be in his arms again... I feel as if I have no one to lean on in this life. Without him, home feels like a shattered stage—silent, cold, and empty of life and soul.

中文：
我多么渴望能再次被他拥抱……如今的我仿佛无依无靠。没有他的家，就像一个破碎的舞台，失去了温度、声音和灵魂。

English:
Life itself feels like a broken car, unable to move forward. Tom was the one who made me smile at life. He gave me courage and strength. Even now, I feel he’s watching over me, still protecting me from afar.

中文：
生活像一辆抛锚的车，再也无法前行。Tom曾让我微笑着面对人生，赋予我勇气与力量。即使现在，我仍能感觉到他在天之灵守护着我。

English:
I want to tell him: I love you so deeply. I will listen to your voice in my heart and try to lift myself up. I will live well, until the day we meet again.

中文：
我想对他说：我深深爱着你。我会倾听内心中你的声音，努力振作，好好活下去，直到我们重逢的那一天。

English:
But Tom, life without you is so hard to adjust to. I regret not treasuring every moment we had together. My love for you makes me dream of one day drifting through the clouds, like mist, light and free, laughing as I fly into your warm embrace.

中文：
但Tom啊，没有你的日子实在太难了。我多么懊悔没能更加珍惜我们在一起的点滴时光。对你的爱，让我常常梦见有一天，我会像轻雾一样穿越云层，带着笑容和喜悦，飞奔向你温暖的怀抱。