在Fort Jackson军营的生活日记

01/07/2007 08:30 pm

The Fitness Company, Fort Jackson, SC. 

We were gethered in our company area, following orders by our Drill Sergeant as always every evening at this time for the name count. 

Now a female soldier started to find fault with me, she shouted, this bitch smelled like a whore. I knew exactly she meant me, and I was a little scared. I bowed my head, wanted to disappear and hide in a hole. And then she went on, “I know now, she smelled like when you just finish the 7 day in the field.” Then there was this roaring of laughter. I had no idea why I became the target they chose to pick on. This female soldier was the trouble maker in our Platoon, bad reputation. I can dig my old paper works and find her name. I am guessing her name is Private Smith, a blond woman in her late twenties. And now some male soldiers started to gossip, and I noticed Private William, who was our Assistant Platoon Guide, approached me, and tried to smell me. I felt so ashamed, and embarrassed. I wish I were somewhere else at the moment. Finally

我们的长官过来让我们解散，回营房，我才解脱。 

到现在，我都没搞清他们为何选中我来戏弄。可能因为我是黄皮肤。 

自那以后，又有更严重的谩骂。有一个战士辱骂我，是魔鬼。我没有还嘴。我一直在压抑内心的火气。真是实生不如死。不知这样的不幸会有多久。  
 

０１／０８／０７，０１００　凌晨、 

现在，是我站岗。其余的战士都在睡觉。我问了一个也在站岗的士兵，我到底做了什莫，他们如此对我。他也对我表示同情。 

０１／０８／０７，０５００　凌晨 

有几个战士又像往常一样的辱骂我，这时候，我再也仍不住了，大声音叫得起来，“你们为什么辱骂我，你们骂的每一句话，我都明白，你们是一群混蛋。然后，长官来了，送我去了心理专家做检查。 长官欺软怕硬。

ＴＯ　ｂｅ　ｃｏｎｔｉｎｕｅｄ．．．．