今天是【六四】：一首诗，一部电影，一份验尸报告, 还有。。。。。。

我将放纵我的灵魂
——“六四”周年祭

一

我是一个残疾人
拖着被子弹射穿的腿
目光被绷带缠得太久
散发着腐烂的锋利
我的手指象我的呼吸
夹着劣质的烟草
留下有毒的灰烬
灵魂象卖淫的身体
裸露着
紧贴冰冷的石阶
地下的哭泣是被遗弃的婴儿
躺在生锈的针尖上

二

我是残疾人
孑然一身
走进这座被罪恶
弄成残疾的城市
为了乞求活命的面包
我把自由交给了股市
贪欲和欺骗
象汽车的尾气
污染着空气阳光和人的表情

那次革命盛宴散席后
幸运的英雄们漂洋过海
继续参加舆论和捐款的大餐
无奈留下来的精英们
来不及掩埋同伴的遗体
来不及擦净裤脚的血痕
就一头扎进了浩浩商海
留下无家可归的亡灵
象饥肠辘辘的野狗
找不到一块骨头

那次民主会餐的酒杯
被戒严的子弹击碎后
到处都是免费的饭局
身价十万元的黄金大宴
咀嚼后剩下的残渣中
还有几片从东洋进口金箔
闪着无辜的微光
几个男人当着妻子的面
满口酒气地交流着
嫖娼时积累的经验
局长、大款、作家和学者
争相攀比的不是钱与名
而是谁的鸡巴
能够坚挺不倒
从午夜到世纪末的黎明
从泰国海滨到纽约第四十二街

三

我僵硬在混沌之中
不敢移动不敢弯腰
任卑琐在身边起落
任猥亵穿透心脏
人们的微笑很纯洁
只闪着人民币的光
命中注定的殉难之路
与妓女唇印叠在一起
呻吟和泣血也轻浮放荡
需要可口可乐来解渴
江核心的主旋律
残存的暴力句法
在港台的软语包装下
是小康时代的文化口红

一个八十年代的先锋作家
冲着中南海的红墙撒尿
“为人民服务”的腥臊
变成BBC的头条
他又和洋倒爷勾肩搭背
进口一批漏气的避孕套
不朽的红色幽默
魅力来自精巧的唇舌
象一把切蛋糕的小刀
甜蜜地割下人的尊严
萨义德沉重地叹气
东方主义复活了孔子
在坟墓中放了一个
振兴中华的长屁
啊！
腰身好舒展呀！
逝者如斯
危难中的华夏大地
此刻是多么需要
腐朽的资本主义
垂死的共产主义
没落的封建主义

四

我家简陋的住房
紧邻着李鹏的深宅大院
通向万寿路一号的柏油路
与宽阔的长安街比起来
象一条乡村小道
每天的某个时刻
这里站满了警察
所有的车辆必须绕行
让黑色的“奔驰”驶过
车里的人正在打盹
梦见儿子携巨款外逃

经常是皎洁的月光下
经过这里的车
都要接受突然的盘问
路两边的树杆上
反铐着男男女女
他们说不清彼此的关系
描了眼影的被怀疑为妓女
拿着手机的被认定为嫖客
武警的钢盔吸引了星光
恐惧穿透夜的血管
红指甲绿指甲蓝指甲
都无法引诱坚强的战士
只有印着领袖像的大钞票
能够用乞求的表情
收买这样的夜晚

五

黑暗统治的城市
早已告别了
被勒住咽喉的黎明
又一次迎来
被茅台、XO和精液浸透的夜晚

在这座无耻得
接近完美的城市里
一切都被包装
只有残忍是透明的
纯粹的透明

在这个正义也要靠
广告上的大腿推销的时代
自我亵渎的人
得到太阳的加冕
仪式的盛大得如同
剥了皮的甜橙
绽开橘黄的嫩肉
享受着失去味觉的舌头

我是一个残疾人
无力逃脱
这样的城市这样的时代
唯一的庆幸
我还有被放逐的灵魂
它没有腿没有眼睛
却能够拄着双拐
不辩方向
也不避风雨
四处流浪

死者们上路时
我不曾相送
外交公寓里宽大的浴缸
浸泡着受惊吓的肮脏肉体
军车停在立交桥上燃烧
枪口对着阳台上的摄象机
蓝眼睛和黑眼睛相互对视
找不到打开家门的钥匙

是谁，偶尔拍下了
站在坦克前
挥动手臂的小伙子
使全世界为之感动
但，除了坦克上的炮口
没人看清过他的面容
他的名字也无人知道
后来呢后来呢
他踪迹全无
曾为他流泪的世界
也懒得再去寻找

他们上路时还很年轻
扑倒在地的瞬间
还为一线生机抽搐挣扎
他们被投进焚尸炉时
身体还很柔软
无名的尸体化为灰烬
一个时代或漫长的历史
也至多是一缕青烟

生活只是无差别的连续

一天和一年没有区别

谈恋爱和搞阴谋没有区别
抽烟、闲聊、泡酒吧
性交、搓麻、洗桑拿
贪污、跑官、贩卖人口
剥下了皮的身体
一副不辱使命的凛然
时间真的住进了疯人院
金钱那么轻易地
原谅了刺刀和谎言
小康的日子很享受
作为替屠杀辩护的理由
象儒道互补的形而上学
成为人人都接受的理想

这个民族的灵魂
惯于把坟墓记忆成宫殿
在有奴隶主之前
我们已经学会了
怎样下跪才最优美

刘晓波六四诗(1996年6月2日—7日于北京)

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肺科医生Mike HansenDr.分析乔治·弗洛伊德（George Floyd）的尸检报告（医学解释）

让我们说清楚..我们已经看完了视频。这些警察显然杀死了乔治·弗洛伊德。亨内平县医学检查官以及乔治·弗洛伊德（George Floyd）家族的迈克尔·巴登（Michael Baden）博士聘请的独立医学检查员得出的结论是，他的死是凶杀……。但是他们对死因的看法不一。但是，如果他们俩都宣布他的死是凶杀案，那么死因真的重要吗？ （是）。我要为乔治·弗洛伊德（George Floyd）伸张正义，这就是为什么我要制作此视频，因为对他的死因的医学解释不是简单的解释。作为一名肺科医生，我的工作之一就是弄清楚人们为什么无法呼吸。作为重症监护医生，我的工作之一就是照顾濒临死亡的人们。就像有人无法呼吸一样。因此，当某人死于窒息时，例如乔治·弗洛伊德（George Floyd），死因的确定取决于在调查中得出的信息，包括已故的个人病史，即尸体解剖和犯罪现场调查，其中课程包括视频证据。窒息是希腊语术语，翻译为“脉搏消失”。

机械性窒息涉及某种物理力或身体异常，会干扰氧气的摄取和/或输送。发生窒息时，大脑无法获得足够的氧气，而脑桥和延髓无法获得足够的氧气时，它们将不再起作用。这意味着他们不再能够告诉隔膜收缩，然后呼吸停止。在这种情况发生时，心脏也无法获得足够的氧气，通常心脏的泵浦速度越来越慢，直到停止。持续不断地在胸腔上持续施加极高的压力（例如几名军官的体重）会导致死亡。这很重要，因为除了膝盖到脖子之外，这还导致了乔治·弗洛伊德（George Floyd）的死亡。颈部包含我们的气道，气管，还包含颈动脉和椎动脉以及颈静脉。这里的动脉将含氧的血液输送到大脑，而颈静脉则使脱氧的血液流回心脏。那么，当脖子受到压力时会发生什么呢？嗯，这取决于许多不同的因素（压力的大小和持续时间等）。看着乔治·弗洛伊德（George Floyd）的视频，他昏迷了超过2分钟，膝盖仍在脖子上。毫无疑问，在这段时间里，他屏住了呼吸，几乎在同一时间失去了脉搏。到EMS员检查他的脉搏时，我高度怀疑他是否确实感到了脉搏，因为那是在乔治失去意识后的两分钟多。显然，当他们将乔治搬到担架上时，他已经完全li行了，因为他已经死了。直到很久以后，他们才在救护车上开始心肺复苏术。现在，让我们来看看医学检查员对这个病例要说些什么。

进行独立尸检的迈克尔·巴登博士说，弗洛伊德死于“由于背部和颈部受压而承受持续的压力窒息，而颈部压力切断了流向大脑的血液。”我同意这一评估，我还补充说，气管的局部压迫也可能导致气道受损，乔治背上的重物使diaphragm肌的呼吸变得困难得多，而颈部压力至少会降低，意味着更少的血液（因此氧气）被输送到他的大脑，更少的二氧化碳可以从他的大脑中去除。过了一会儿，隔膜变得疲劳了，不再具有收缩的力量，这意味着肺可以不能从血液中吸收氧气，也不能从血液中吸收二氧化碳，所有这些都使他失去了知觉。大概在几秒钟内，他失去了脉搏，尽管失去了知觉，尽管失去了脉搏，他们继续在脖子上施加压力，并将重量放在背部上。亨内平县医学检查官办公室说，死因是“心肺骤停，使执法者受到双重，束缚和压迫，使执法工作复杂化。” atement对我来说真的没有意义。但是亨内平县的新闻稿也说心脏病是一个问题。独立审查员没有发现这一点。该县表示，芬太尼和甲基苯丙胺的使用属于“重要疾病”，但其报告并未说明弗洛伊德系统中有多少药物或可能产生了何种作用。但是迈克尔·巴登博士说的没错。

Let’s be clear..we’ve all seen the video by now. Its obvious that these police officers killed George Floyd. The Hennepin County Medical Examiner, and the independent medical examiner hired by the family of George Floyd, Dr. Michael Baden, have concluded that his death was a homicide….but their opinion differs on the cause of death. But if  both of them declared that his death was a homicide, does the cause of death really matter? (YES). I want justice for George Floyd, and that is why I’m making this video, because the medical explanation for his cause of death, is not a simple explanation. As a lung doctor, part of my job is to figure out why people can’t breathe. As an intensive care doctor, part of my job is to care for people who are on the brink of death. Like when someone can’t breathe. So when someone dies of asphyxia, as is the case of George Floyd, the determination of cause of death is dependent on information elicited based on the investigation, which includes, the deceased personal medical history namely, autopsy, and crime scene investigation, which of course includes video evidence. Asphyxia is a Greek term that translates to “loss of pulse.”

Mechanical asphyxia involves some physical force or physical abnormality that interferes with the uptake and/or delivery of oxygen. With asphyxia, the brain doesn’t get enough oxygen, and when the pons and the medulla aren’t getting enough oxygen, they can no longer function. Which means they can no longer tell the diaphragm to contract, and breathing then stops. While this happens, the heart is also not getting enough oxygen, and typically the heart pumps slower and slower, until it stops. Prolonged continuous application of extreme pressure on the thorax, such as with the body weight of several officers, is capable of causing death. This is important, because this contributed to the death of George Floyd, in addition to the knee to the neck. The neck contains our airway, the trachea, and it also contains carotid and vertebral arteries, and jugular veins. The arteries here deliver oxygenated blood to the brain, while the jugular veins allow the deoxygenated blood to flow back to the heart. So what happens when pressure is placed on the neck? Well, it depends, on a lot of different factors (amount and duration of pressure, etc). And looking at the George Floyd video, he was unconscious for more than 2 minutes with the knee still on his neck. There’s no doubt, that during this time, he took his last breath, and right around the same time, lost his pulse. By the time the EMS guy checks his pulse, I highly doubt he actually felt a pulse, because it was more than two minutes after George lost consciousness. It was obvious that when they moved George onto the stretcher, he was completely limp, because he was dead. And it wasn’t until much later, did they start CPR, in the ambulance. Now let’s get to what the medical examiners had to say about this case. 

Dr. Michael Baden, who did the independent autopsy says Floyd died of "asphyxiation from sustained pressure when his back and neck were compressed, with the neck pressure cutting off blood flow to his brain.” I agree with that assessment. I would also add that partial compression of the trachea, causing airway compromise, was also possible. The weight on George’s back made the work of breathing much harder for his diaphragm, and the neck pressure at the very least, meant less blood (and thus oxygen) was being delivered to his brain, and less carbon dioxide could be removed from his brain. After a while, the diaphragm becomes fatigued, and no longer has the strength to contract, which means the lungs can’t get oxygen into the blood, and can’t get carbon dioxide out of the blood. And all of this caused him to lose consciousness. And probably within seconds, he lost a pulse. And despite losing consciousness, and despite losing a pulse, they continued to apply pressure on the neck, and put their weight on his back. The Hennepin County medical examiner's office, said that the cause of death is "cardiopulmonary arrest complicating law enforcement subdual, restraint, and neck compression." This statement doesn’t really make sense to me. But the Hennepin County release also says heart disease was an issue; the independent examiner didn't find that. The county said that fentanyl and methamphetamine use were among "significant conditions," but its report didn't say how much of either drug was in Floyd's system or how that may have contributed. But Dr. Michael Baden got it right.